
Month: October 2021
SUGAR-TALKING BLUES

(MY ANNUAL SAMHAIN POEM)
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Walking along the road one Samhain night
Saw something odd, gave me a weak-legs fright
Hot pink dragon glowing in moonlight
Stretched over its hoard, man, what a sight
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Now I don’t drink alcohol or smoke weed
Although decades in the past I partook of the seed
True, tonight I celebrated my control freed
Caffeine and chocolate imbibed with speed
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Dragon snored away so I crept near
Have to confess, did feel fear
But wow! Her hoard was oh so clear
Mounds of candy corn celebrating the solar year
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Orange and yellow and white sugar treat
My parents used to call it “chicken feet”
In prep for Thanksgiving I’d gobble it neat
I confess sugar and dye is my favorite eat
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Shoveled the hoard into my backpack
Pausing to eat a midnight snack
Until the sugar high made me slack
And I must’ve passed out on the dragon’s back
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Woke up feeling a pretty hot fire
The dragon yelling, thought I’d expire
“I didn’t do it!” I screamed like a liar
She wrapped her tail around me, I was lifted higher
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“How shall I punish you, my thief?”
“I’m so sorry, but I’m addicted,” I said with grief
“Well it is Halloween so we’ll stay in the motif”
“Yes, I will!” I cried in relief
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“Play me a song with your ukulele
Sing something sad and achingly lonely”
“I will,” said I gladly, “although I’m crappy”
Kindly she said, “Music is soothing even from a wannabe”
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So I played and sang and swore I saw
A few tears wiped away with her claw
I sang and played til my fingers were raw
And then she thanked me, the sugar outlaw
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I hurried home grateful to be unharmed
Swore I’d never steal, especially when unarmed
Sugar is my downfall but now I’m disarmed
And thankful that for once, I was charmed…
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(c) 2018 Clarissa Simmens (ViataMaja)
IMAGE: My Samhain Effigy
LOST MYSELF

I lost myself
And no appealing
To St. Anthony
Can help
Milestones fraught
With crossroads
Ruled by the goddess Hecate
Life’s ebbs and flows
Highs and then lows
All related to women
And the Moon
Like menses first arriving
On the day of a first kiss
Like virginity (also lost)
Without wished-for love
Like marriage then realizing
The terrible mistake
Like stopping smoking
The day menopause
Asserts itself
Taking away the blood
But giving back the freedom
From nicotine addiction
That changes into food craving
And now the final crash
The crossroads of fading
A pandemic during
Acceptance of aging
Which road to take
Can’t go back
Three roads to choose from
But all lead to death
So I shut down
For two years
Barely moving
Fortress of home solitude
Until the vax
Elixir to lead me down
The correct tracks
Etched into the crossroads
But no, I’m still lost
I can’t find her
Me
Can’t find me
Because life’s action
Is sometimes mathematical
As it gives something
But always seems to add a
Subtraction…
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© 2021 Clarissa Simmens (ViataMaja)
IMAGE: quantum equation amulet
SONG OF SIMPLICITY

I hear the song of my Spirit Doll
She protects mentally and physically
When I practice Reiki distance healing
Or loving words of encouragement
When things go astray
I made a new one today
Stuffed her with healing crystals
And for me
Guitar picks and bits
Of uplifting chords
Some St. John the Conqueror’s Root
A shredded palm tree leaf
A heart charm for bodily health
A few Chinese coins for enough wealth
To live a daily life
For all my simple needs…
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© 2021 Clarissa Simmens (ViataMaja)
IMAGE: Spirit Dolls
CARTOMANCY 2021

Cards associated with noise and chaos
Casinos, money, broken dreams
But they have a quieter
Contemplative side
Some feel they hold the
Mystery of life
The future in a deck of 52
Be bold and hold them in your hands
Here’s Jack with one-eye
Here’s his brother hiding a lie
Here’s the Queen of love
Watching the doves above
Here’s the King of Air
Spades like arrows to beware
The royal group
Overseeing the people everywhere
Ten digits, two hands
The real leaders of life’s band
Aces to Nines
Details in their power lines
Listen as they speak
Through vibrations
Thrumming along with the magnetism
From the Earth’s core…
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© 2021 Clarissa Simmens (ViataMaja)
IMAGE: cartomancy 2021 image
ANTIQUED (SLOW SONG IN PROGRESS)

Such a hot, melty day
But here tucked away
A letter on parchment
Return address and stamp blurred
But the scent
Despite traveling through many hands
Remained
Retained
A strong aroma of
Russian Caravan tea
Caffeinated Black Tea
Smoked in bamboo
Yes, that, too
Strangely antiquated but
Addressed to me
I hold it in trembling hands
Trying to see
Through the envelope
Maybe a Daisy
Symbol of innocence
There’s a shadow, a shape
Perhaps a dried Bloodroot blossom
With petals of eight
Reminding me that
I first saw you in a dream
And here you are
But living so far
I tried to forget your
Delicious fragrance
The spiciness of France
Your intense glance
You, the emblem of
Continents divided
Continents connected
An Asian vibration
Our Croatian flirtation
You, man of the world
Sending me your signal
Like a radio telescope searching
Through space
But you, original you
Use an antiqued envelope
Knowing I’ll rip it open
(No lady, me)
Full of excited hope
That the anachronous way
You greet me today
Is romantic and our reality…
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© 2021 Clarissa Simmens (ViataMaja)
IMAGE: Envelope 2
FLOWERS FROM A WILD DREAM

Delta harboring a swamp
In the South, turn left
This pre-dawn she chooses
North , turning right
No Pit Bulls patrolling the dirt road
No feral cats or wandering homeless
Pepper spray in backpack, useless
But psychological safety equals positivity
Just a lone frog with a loud croak
Sloping up to the top of a Florida hill
96 degrees sweating humidity
Stopping at an empty field of unmown grass
Dotted with parched flowers
Yet wild, free, colorful in waning moonlight
Accepting their dryness
While awaiting early dawn showers
She kneels in the sacred space
Sparkling dew forming like lace
And then she waits
Colorful dawn shifts away
Streaks of gray
It’s a new day
As flowers reflect the
Sky’s rainbow colors
Today will be the day…
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© 2021 Clarissa Simmens (ViataMaja)
IMAGE: Swamp Picnic
HALLOWEEN TREAT 2021

When that thin gossamer veil
Between the worlds
Shreds impatiently
To let the alive and dead
Have their meet-and-greet
Be careful what you wish
Be aware of what you say
Trust no spirit if they be unknown
Dump salt from a neck pouch if tingly scalp
Light white candles if black ones flicker and flare
Carve smiley orange kirbiso
And fish-feed your inky cats
Unless
Unless you crave
(If you are brave)
Excitement that may turn into
Fear
Because the spirits are bored
Powerful and jealous
And they may overcome
Whatever you believe
Who has the control?
Not us, my fellow-living
We can train, memorize, pray
But spirits have that spectral power
A necromantic way with words and wands
No, we’re no match
Unless
Unless you are blessed
With wisdom and purity
And you know the runes to
The banish spell
Do I know them?
Will I share?
Perhaps if you give me your candy corn
I can be persuaded to bare my soul to you…
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© 2016 Clarissa Simmens (ViataMaja)
IMAGE: Halloween 2021
NO REAL CHANGES

Been up and down city streets
On a horse whose name I forgot
Been through the Painted Desert
On a mule with a crazy name
But always knew my own
It sounds like Seeker, Wanderer
Loving aloneness but often
Regretting being lonely
Because after all,
No one can really help us
Live or die
In a blink of an eye
We are 3 and then
70 years speed by
But we are still the same
Still wanting that guy we can’t have
Still trying to stay thin by
Ignoring the chocolate cream pie
Still dancing on the treadmill
To old rock and roll
Our essence is still the same
Only the shell has changed…
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© 2021 Clarissa Simmens (ViataMaja)
IMAGE: CS age 3
BACKYARD OBSERVATORY

What this swampy backyard needs is
A two-person observatory
(Two dogs, too)
Tornado-proof
But then, if not
Can fly to the
Star-stairway of
The aethers
Past the space debris
In a galaxy
Not so far, far away
Fitted with
A super-strong
Telescope
That not only scans the skies
But can see four miles to the
Gulf of Mexico
And then we can say
As above, so below…
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(C) 2021 Clarissa Simmens (ViataMaja)
IMAGE: Backyard Observatory Plans, non-attributed