My poetry moves
From first person to the third
What am I hiding?
A photo will not show
Vacation highlights because
How does a camera capture low humidity
A breathable phenomenon
For those who wade through weather
In, for example, the state of Florida?
How to take a picture of utter silence
Broken only by a dog’s bark
Or the crack of a rifle
(My fear I stifle)
Unaware family of deer moving across
The forest floor pocked with
The pecking of wild turkeys
We cautiously find our lost path
Forest giving way to civilization
Dogwoods shelter my dogs from the woods
As we tramp across a wooden bridge
Twenty feet–no handrails–above a frantic creek
Of rushing water like a loud bully
As it pushes over a collection of rocks
Here near Mineral Bluff (Georgia) Depot
Listed on the National Register of Historic Places
But all we find are the remnants of
Rotting railroad trestles
Recycled as natural planters
Raging creek rapids a daily garden hose
At last, the cabin with an indoor
Scent like a forest of fresh wood
Though wet dog odor proves
Nature’s aroma is no match
This power spot is also situated in
Cherokee County, North Carolina
We drive through the American blandness of Murphy
With its identical fast food restaurants and stores
Only to find out that it was once the sorrowful
Start of the Trail of Tears
The site of the Cherokee Removal
When the tribes were forced to move
West of the Mississippi River
I shed tears for them and other forced marches
Even in my own ethnic nightmare of the Second World War
The breakaway state of Transnistria
A place where the Roma and Sinti
(Members of my family)
And Ukrainian and Roumanian Jews
Were deported to their death like the Native Americans
And so many countless groups on our beautiful Earth
But we are a luckier generation
We get into the car and drive to
Copper Hill, Tennessee to see a mine full of arsenic
Eating away at a town of unfriendly people
We thought we would move there, the reason for our trip
But no, too much heartbreak and suffering permeate the air
We stop to see the TVA dam that powers all but my WIFI and cell phone
Two useless-in-the-mountains pieces of technology
Teasing me, not allowing me to communicate
How spoiled I am! Not forced marched out of my homeland
Just forced to be without social media for a few days…
None of it matters, of course, because
The power of four seasons (instead of two)
In a three-state section of the Blue Ridge Mountains
Tempts me by awakening the desire to leave
The impossible temperatures of Florida
To begin a new life
Will I?
© 2015 ViataMaja
Shoveling chicken manure from coops
Bagging rabbit manure from cages
Pitchforking horse manure from riding stables
Picking up paddies from dairy farms
Lots of dung, excrement, guano, droppings
Whatever the euphemism, it’s quite a load
Anything, though, to alter the beach sand
Composting the backyard garden
Feeding the earth to do what it does best:
Producing, gifting us with food
But in time, despite the layers of grime
It reverts back to gritty grains
Perhaps the message from Earth is
Move on…
Image: New Port Richey Recycled Mulch Pile
I am a smooth-skinned, slender sylph of youth
I am only seventeen, you must know
Someone cursed the mirror (I speak the truth)
With a horrid image of an old crow!
Someone said my mind must be mildly cursed
If I cannot discern reality
But as an Aries I meet life head first
So numbers are a triviality.
The mind holds the past, a young effigy
Sixties is not an age, it’s a decade
Where I choose the date when aesthetically,
I roamed through those mists as a lovely maid…
Rock out with Jimi and Janis today!
The self-bestowed present for my birthday!
© 2015 Clarissa Simmens
(Image: Girl Before A Mirror, Picasso)
Who is that lemon-eyed monster Staring at me?
Such an acidic look
Makes my face melt
You appear to be an orange
Yet you taste like a lemon
The only tree in the forest
Behind my fence
That offers what seems edible
At first glance
Yet makes the tongue contract and swell
A betrayal that only the camera can capture
As you snicker at the unsuspecting
Even the birds and bees are smart enough
To avoid you
My love for lemons
Cannot be consummated
Because of your cruelty
I spit you out
Watch you molder in your antagonism
Yet you manage to get in the last laugh
(Dang, my birthday’s coming and I’m feeling cynical…)
We start with Dr. Spock or a child “expert”
We new mothers, scared, confused about
Developmental stages of our babies
Sleep through the night
Walk by age (fill in the blanks)
Potty trained no later than (fill in the blanks)
Playing well with others
In the supermarket
We buy our children their first manuals:
Teen magazines
Boys avidly reading body building ones
Girls poring over hairstyles and makeup
Boys to eat protein and develop strong bodies
Girls to eat lettuce and look like little boys
Here comes the bride is next
How to have the perfect wedding
When the cost of one day’s ritual
Would do better as a down payment
On a house
A dream house
In the right kind of neighborhood
So the next manual details
The perfect house
The perfect lawn
(Get rid of the unsightly dandelions
Despite their being an important
Immune system herb
That our parents and grandparents
Used to make healthy wine and salads
Before the invention of herbicides)
Career manuals are now available for
Both women and men
How to be successful
(i.e., earn lots of money)
Before the age of forty
Because one should have
A huge 401K by age 50
To shelter us from the storm
And so it goes
Until old age
Is there a manual for that?
What happens to those who skipped
A few of the important milestones?
For those of us who bought into the 60’s disdain for money?
No house in a good neighborhood
To sell for the retirement condo
No 401K, bottomless savings
Shares and stocks and bonds
In short, an unsuccessful life
According to the standards of today
Doesn’t matter if we tried to be kind
Or gave our last dollar away to the homeless
The measure of success shows
When we click into our online accounts
So for those of us floundering
Without the manual that makes sense
For the unsuccessful
We need to write our own
“How To Be Unsuccessful In Old Age”
“Do What You Love, The Money Will NOT Follow”
Success, can it be defined by:
How many strangers did you hurt while climbing?
How many strangers did you help while climbing?
My mantra for success will never change
Despite their being successful
The Beatles said it best:
“And in the end
The love you take
Is equal to the love you make”
How I hope that is true…
© 2015 ViataMaja
The old fire ring of stones
Contains charcoal chips of wood
Barely burning, just a few embers
All paper and kindling carbonized
Oh, how to keep it going when
The forest is bare of naked branches
How to fuel the fire
To heat up one’s life
Is there anything wrong
With wanting a little warmth?
So what if the fire leads nowhere?
Is it so different from reality
That sometimes halts abruptly
Due to whatever he may see and dislike
Whatever way she falls short of expectations?
To me, fantasy is easier to fuel…
© 2015 ViataMaja
Who says we cannot read? We read fringed lines
As they meander across your worn palm
We read the leaf clumps and delicate vines
Clinging to the empty teacup, now calm.
We read your story of pain and glory
On sketched chips of wood or bright vellum cards
Lines, clumps and vines are your inventory
Reflected from both eyes, your facial guards.
Asking us for help, we once again read
The page of your voices, anger, and fear
Despised, uneducated, we still bleed
In sympathy for your disguised veneer.
No country, no school, no planting of seed
And yet we have always known how to read.
(c) 2014 Clarissa Simmens from Madame Sosostris Explains, A Poetry Patchwork